This morning I woke up early,
To watch you walk by my yard
Your footsteps, sure and steady
Brought not my disregard
I knew I could hold you never
And your heart could not be mine
You handed to another
Your love, I thougth devine
I did so much for you but,
I was not acknowledged, still
I had a feeling in my gut
That I brought you, love ill
You pushed me away another,
And I thought my world had crashed
With your palm and your fives fingers,
My love for you, you trashed...
Since I knew things could never
Be the way it is in my dream,
I made myself a deadly collar
And then jumped off the beam...
i loved you...
The sound of loneliness by The-Fires-Dirge, literature
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The sound of loneliness
The difference of my heart from when I was young, to the me, old
Is that I remember it being so fragile and cold
For the sunlight you brought, to my very heart
Was taken away, and now we're far and apart
As you sank deeper and deeper inthat six feet hole
I slowly cried a river, to water my soul
They twinkled down to my chin
Still I hear the angel cry for her sin
The tear fell off my face and onto the ground
Blending in with the rain, bringing such a peaceful sound
As I walk away from you tomb on the way out of the cimetery
Only My stepson the ground...it sounds so lonely
Slow death of an angel by The-Fires-Dirge, literature
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Slow death of an angel
Violent waves crash through my mind
Bringing along the roars of thunder for me to hear
With a heart left broken, at the begining of time
Flows slowly a large river of tear
Words that seemed to evil to be spoken
Acts that seemed to fair to have been done to him
My crimson stained wings, desolating, unforgiven
A demise, unwanted, a light so dim
Lying body, said to be fading away
Floating body in the voids of time, late
Awaiting for a new aurora of a day
I hear the sound of Heaven's gate...
Nights of black and seas of sand
With all the gruesome chaos at hand
Morbid deaths and crimson dreams
Creeping in shadows, dying screams
Grant this land to the chaos of the days
Leaving victims in despair, astray
Graveyards, endless digging fearful nights
Life for thee is endless fights...
Land tot he chaos
Where thee finds the end
Land to the chaos
Where we were meant to mend
Land to the chaos
As we shut our hating eyes
Land to the chaos
And everything that dies
Land to the chaos
With all the death, still at hand
Land to the chaos
The endless sea of sand...
Offer your heart to the Land to the chaos
Blood painted walls and pitch black years
Grant this land to the chaos
And shed an everlasting tear...
Beyond the sky's blue -Yaoi- by The-Fires-Dirge, literature
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Beyond the sky's blue -Yaoi-
Chapter 1 : The kidnapping
Rei was sitting behind Tsukiko who was trying to end a puzzle he had been trying to finish for several minutes now. Tsukiko held firmly the piece in his hands as Rei suddenly got up on his knees and so, Tsukiko had his back on Reis belly. Rei was pushing the other boy further infront to get a hold of his glass of milk.
Go arround ! said Tsukiko as a blush crept on his face.
Im too lazy, plus, I know you like this... replied the other teen while lowering his head beside the boys face.
He forcefully pushed his hips on his friends back to get him to lay on his belly.
Our little secret - poem by The-Fires-Dirge, literature
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Our little secret - poem
Now hush my love for we both know this
Our hearts shouldn't be this close or together
They are better off not knowing, ignorance is bliss
This will be our little secret we will keep forever
I do not wish to make your heart ache
So do not reveal us to the world, agree?
And in the end, don't tell me it was fake
I don't want to wound your body
Your betrayal would be the only way
That I would actualy dare to hurt you with free will
So live normally, like you used to everyday
And don't make it obvious, don't stand still
Move on, talk to people, but not about our sin
For we would both be punished, together and forever
Since we all kn
You and me forevre free by The-Fires-Dirge, literature
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You and me forevre free
While I was knocking on your door with hurry
While I was slowly telling myself ''no''
You slit your wrist with such furry
That you couldn't hold on and let go
I knocked the door down to the ground
As I ran to see you in your room
When I entered there was no sound
Exepte for the dripping in your tomb
Your bed was bloody and the floor too
The walls were painted and so were you
I fell to my knees as I sarted to cry
I hit the floor twice as I wondered ''Why?''
Then it hit me it's because we were different
We were cursed with loneliness and you got sick
Mentaly ill, you saw no exit form this and, indeffirent
You killed yourself out
The Cursed, Gifted and Normal by The-Fires-Dirge, literature
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The Cursed, Gifted and Normal
We, children who are different from you, we are cursed up until the day the great fallen angel of pity and hate grants our wish and kills this pain we feel from the terrible curse we suffer from The curse of loneliness! To vanquish this illness from our beings, the angel must become a thing you humans call Friends. Only after a short amount of time will a change show until atlas, we forget who we were. We hate who weve become yet, we still try to get a hold of that Happiness for once. But life snaps away our chance and so we realize at that very instant, that we werent meant to
A single grin errupting from the dark abyss of death
Simbolyzing the unwanted existence I'm surviving
No matter, my dying as my heart abides not to hold his breath
As I am held to the bottom by the grief of my living
I reach out fo help, but it matters no more to them
My hand is tearing apart, so is my soul and body
My heart is losing it's, fast yet, normal rhythm
Omitting the fact that I am lossing this thing called me
I am not quite sheding tears, but it feels like it
Feels like they are rolling down my cheak with a slow motion
Enjoying this moment? Of course, I must admit
I am a sadist and proud to feel no more those emotions
Beyond the sky's blue -Yaoi-2 by The-Fires-Dirge, literature
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Beyond the sky's blue -Yaoi-2
Rei was walking faster than the usual down the 12th street where he lived. Due to the fact he had to hurry, his balance was slightly off and he tripped on the sword sheath that got caught in his legs. But as he fell, a hand grabed his arm and another one his waist to prevent him from falling. He shut his eyes thinking he would have gotten hurt.
Wow! Be carefull with that thing! said a mans voice. Are you okay?
The teen open his eyes and looked up to the men that had saved his life. He blushed when he noticed it was Dash, another of his friends that was a little older than him. Dashs hair was a bright blon
Thanks so much for my first deviant comment, lol. :]
Dude, you're seriously right. D: It's not fair because Matt's like the coolest character there [besides Mello<3] and he's only there for three seconds in both the anime AND manga!